sunsets
with flowers and sunset
Tuesday, December 11, 2012
Wednesday, September 28, 2011
mistakes
im having a hard time lately, i know i messed up and i know i have to pay for my mistake but whats worse is finding out i ruined plans that were going to be a supprise to me and my daughter. im at a point in my life right now that is hard for me to deal with. the dissapointed looks i get and the talks i get about how bad i messed up is hitting me hard, Yet Again! im thrown into a wall and beaten til i cant stand cant talk cant see and cant feel anything and whats worse is that i have to take what i have done and admit to myself my faults and that is probably the hardest thing i have ever done in my life. Yes i have messed up quite a few times in my life but not like this not with the law and that is harder than learning my previous lessons on my own. it also sucks that i am making my family pay right along with me for my mistakes. i feel so stupid and now have stooped down to the level that i was before i got my perfect family. No im not perfect i dont go to church i do swear and smoke but im not a bad person and i want to do better it just takes time noone knows what my life was like before and noone knows how i handle my life now and maybe thats my downfall maybe thats my problem, idk, but i know im learning from this new mistake and i just need more time to learn myself and admit my faults. one day i will just not today i cant change in one day god didnt make the world in one day so i know i have time to change. i love my family and i want them to be proud of me but getting there and earning that back is harder than i thought it was, ya when i was younger i didnt care but now its all i care about my family that is. ive grown so much and i just need to keep going and keep trying.
Sunday, November 7, 2010
my life in the basin!!!
HOLY COW!!!!!!! It has been such a busy fall it has b33n, what with first year in school with Sadiez, hunting with my uncles grandparents mono roger mary and the all our kids to amazing halloween party with my close friends and thier kids, to great bithday parties, to a crazy couple months at work to duh duh da daaaaaaa my amazing husbands promotion! yay babe im so proud of you!!! Other great things like the welcoming to 2 new nephewes and cousins!!!!! also to hardships life some family feauding to family reconnections, and to family entering the slc hospitals for surgeries. also i have cut my hair yes you read that right i cut my hair. u all shall s33 soon enough haha. I have absolutly enjoyed making memories with my family all sides of my family might be a tad dysfunctional but they all are family and i love you all!!! ok now thanks for reading have a great day and may your next memory you make be an amazing one!!!
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
Monday, May 17, 2010
Thursday, April 29, 2010
almost here
well its deffintatly been another challenging 20 days with andy gone at least this time nothing happened to the house or trucks for once. :D. but i am excited to have him home for a few days then its back to pa for work. oh how sick of that state and rig am i. cede needs her dad around and this job is hard on us all. i do got plans though for when he is home we are going shed hunting, we are going to the zoo i hope and movies deffinatly going to the movies. and andys birthday will have to be celebrated early because he leaves for pa on his birthday so im thinking the 8 or so but that also depends on baby jack if he decides to come good bye basin hello st george i want to see that cutness about to arrive plus his older brother and parents. well idk wat else to say. other than see you later and have fun
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About Me
- LiSa AnD FaMiLy
- Hi im Lisa. I am 25 and have the best family in the world!!! My daughter is ending her first year of head start im so proud of her she knows how to spell her name and is working on writing it, she knows her numbers and some ute language they also have taught her some sign language. My wonderful husband is working in PA state and is doing an amazing job, he has just got a promotion im so proud of him. I am really into vintage things and hunting. Spending time with my family is the thing i love the most.